I had a dream

I had a dream last night, well actually I had a few that I can remember. One involved a kid about 8 or 9 out mowing his yard. So I stopped to help him and the parents got all mad saying he has to learn on his own. I was like well what about weed wacking do you at least want me to help with that and they were like no you need to leave or else we will call the cops. So I left, but I pulled one or two weeds on my way out. Also in my dream I left Christin a few comments on her picture on facebook but we must have been friends because we were talking at the time and laughing. But I am wondering is this a sign. Hahaha. I thought about leaving something last week and thought better of it but maybe I should leave a comment on a picture. Why do I feel the need to go lower and lower on her rankings. I am sure she has breakdowns of all the people she talks to like I do, I don't know if it's out of 100 or out of ten I don't know how she does it but I am sure right now I am holding steady at about an 16 out of 100. But if I leave a comment it surely won't help so at best I can stay the same.

This is what will happen.
1. I leave a average comment.
2. She shakes her head in bitterness
3. Hits the remove button
4. Says to herself man that kid is a lot more annoying then I thought
5. Goes to her spreadsheet and knocks me to a 12
6. I wonder if she thought it was amusing
7. I realize she has removed it and know I have moved down in her rankings
8. I am back here blogging about it

or even worse
1. I leave an average comment
2. She shakes her head in bitterness
3. She keeps it on there
4. Says or does nothing
5. Goes to her spreadsheet and knocks me to a 10 this time
6. I wonder if she thought it was amusing
7. I realize she has done nothing and think "that is the worse thing that could happen" thanks for the dream sign, I totally misread that one.
8. I am back here blogging about it.

I will find a pic and let you all know how it turns out. I can only assume it will be number 2 because that means the least or no amount of interaction with me is needed because if she erases it I will say wtf and then she will have to talk to me but if she just leaves it there she can just ignore it. Imagine if she ever saw my blog- saw my thought process she would be like wtf is up with that kid, but really she doesn't know me well just what she wants to judge me as and she will always think I am that way which is not nearly the person I am.  Everyone makes judgements which is unfair but I do it all the time. That is the way the world is I guess. I can't expect to be outside of it or above it. Even though I do stay far away from it by not having many connections. Her judgement and treatment of me is the only one I have in my life that doesn't sit well at all with me so that is probably why I don't move past it. No matter what I do I can't change it. Pray on it, write her something funny, write her something nice, write her something inappropriate(which I didn't mean for that to be taken like that haha), don't talk to her, leave an average comment on a picture. Nothing changes-no friendship. Decent I guess.